Hi-ya! My name is Dyesha and this blog is MY reality. (hence the jus-DYE-in Reality)

I'm an unsigned model in the fashion world and a fierce online personality. I'm in love with the ambition that drives me toward my goals.
I've captured my fabulous journey on these pages. Along with images that stimulate my brain waves~~~

Please be advised, this Tumblr is intended for mature audiences only. Therefore, I'm going to post what I want. So don't judge, just eat chocolate fudge!

*takes humble curtsy* Much Luvvv ^_^ <3

 

This little girl, teased for being too happy, mocked for being too polite and shaded for being too different.
And let&#8217;s not forget, bullied.

Picked on from girls saying &#8220;she think she all that!&#8221; And then this little girl asked them &#8220;all of what? I don&#8217;t want to be all of anything. I&#8217;m confused?&#8221; &#8230;that usually made them laugh, and she was spared from being jumped. Mocked from boys because she had chinkey eyes &#8220;can you get me an order of chicken wings and fries!!&#8221;, one boy said. She hadn&#8217;t mastered the dozens, so he won that round.

I love this little girl for hanging in there. Trying to fit in even though it was clear to her at an early age she wasn&#8217;t meant to fit in. This little girl learned early that making people laugh was a good way to distract them from beating her up (and of course running).  She too learned being overly friendly didn&#8217;t mean she would receive genuine friendship (oddly this is still an issue). This little girl, she learned to just smiled it all away. And trust me, she had reasons not to smile. 

She found joy in other things. Like that one best friend who DID understand her&#8230; or having long sessions of playing Barbie by herself , plus having her Cabbage Patch doll &amp; Rainbow brite to play with after &#8230; or listening to Michael Jackson, The Boyz or Kiss FM radio while dancing in the mirror. There was no reason to not smile after all of that! She learned early to enjoy the little things, cause shit, it could&#8217;ve been a whole lot worse. 

To this little girl who declared at the age of 6 she wanted to be a SUPER model, and well, she&#8217;ll wait and see how that plays out ;)&#8230;to this little girl that can sit back, laugh at all of these past things, and be very greatful at the same time for each moment, for it made this little girl into a humble woman. 

To the little girl who still smiles bright within me&#8230;Happy Birthday

This little girl, teased for being too happy, mocked for being too polite and shaded for being too different.
And let’s not forget, bullied.

Picked on from girls saying “she think she all that!” And then this little girl asked them “all of what? I don’t want to be all of anything. I’m confused?” …that usually made them laugh, and she was spared from being jumped. Mocked from boys because she had chinkey eyes “can you get me an order of chicken wings and fries!!”, one boy said. She hadn’t mastered the dozens, so he won that round.

I love this little girl for hanging in there. Trying to fit in even though it was clear to her at an early age she wasn’t meant to fit in. This little girl learned early that making people laugh was a good way to distract them from beating her up (and of course running). She too learned being overly friendly didn’t mean she would receive genuine friendship (oddly this is still an issue). This little girl, she learned to just smiled it all away. And trust me, she had reasons not to smile.

She found joy in other things. Like that one best friend who DID understand her… or having long sessions of playing Barbie by herself , plus having her Cabbage Patch doll & Rainbow brite to play with after … or listening to Michael Jackson, The Boyz or Kiss FM radio while dancing in the mirror. There was no reason to not smile after all of that! She learned early to enjoy the little things, cause shit, it could’ve been a whole lot worse.

To this little girl who declared at the age of 6 she wanted to be a SUPER model, and well, she’ll wait and see how that plays out ;)…to this little girl that can sit back, laugh at all of these past things, and be very greatful at the same time for each moment, for it made this little girl into a humble woman.

To the little girl who still smiles bright within me…Happy Birthday

Saying sweet nothings in @jackthriller ear &#8220;who you so misogynistic boo?&#8221; He just laughed and said &#8220;stay in a woman&#8217;s place!&#8221; #GottaLuvHim

Saying sweet nothings in @jackthriller ear “who you so misogynistic boo?” He just laughed and said “stay in a woman’s place!” #GottaLuvHim

Welp…I can definitely say, I enjoy hosting : )
…being my normal animated self while taking some pics for ExculsiVodka and Sweetbitchwines. They were the sponsors for the launch party for online radio” New Era show”.

A day with the Boss of www.Butchdiva.com , Miss Tiffany Rhodes. Accompanied by the the green haired Goddess, Boshia. A good day, damn right it was!

-Jus Dye…in reality.

Oooohhh, the reality of how us Hicks’s like our chicken though ;)
Lol, random but big laughs with the family 🍗🍗

Anyone that has known me for over 10+yrs knows how I view my body.
I’ve had a love hate relationship when it came to my figure, real talk. Lol.

I can say it came from an early age, when I fell head over heels in love with the idea of becoming a “Model”, but not seeing anyone that looked like me when searching through fashion magazines.

I’ve allllllllways had THIGHS. Not so much of a noticeable rear end, just these legs man!! Lol. How do I feel about my body now, one word, blessed. I’m grateful to be so unique. How do I feel about modeling with alllll these thighs? I feel it’s not my lost if people can’t except what I bring to the table, it’s theirs.

-Jus DYE in reality&#8230;

Anyone that has known me for over 10+yrs knows how I view my body.
I’ve had a love hate relationship when it came to my figure, real talk. Lol.

I can say it came from an early age, when I fell head over heels in love with the idea of becoming a “Model”, but not seeing anyone that looked like me when searching through fashion magazines.

I’ve allllllllways had THIGHS. Not so much of a noticeable rear end, just these legs man!! Lol. How do I feel about my body now, one word, blessed. I’m grateful to be so unique. How do I feel about modeling with alllll these thighs? I feel it’s not my lost if people can’t except what I bring to the table, it’s theirs.

-Jus DYE in reality…

Ok, so you can&#8217;t really hear me, but at least I&#8217;m adorable to look at :) lol~~ check me out and feel free to comment and like~~ :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRI3a04Ej14

Ok, so you can’t really hear me, but at least I’m adorable to look at :) lol~~ check me out and feel free to comment and like~~ :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRI3a04Ej14

I had many tasty wardrobe changes as the host of this years Natural Night Out ~~

I had many tasty wardrobe changes as the host of this years Natural Night Out ~~